That IS what you were thinking right?

Uh…. Hi….

So, I last posted in March of 2011? And the last weight that was recorded was 191 point something. It’s been a loooong time since that day and basically after that I just gave up, unfortunately. But, as of January 1, 2012 I weighed in at 186.4 which I’ve been managing for awhile now.

The moral of this post is, I’m back. For me. I’m back with a goal and I’m back with determination. I’ll post more about this later but for now, I’m back and I’m excited. 

Sitting here watching a movie snackin’ on some freeze dried strawberry slices. Again I say… lolwut?! Voluntarily. I KNOW. Beeteedubs, the whole entire pack(1.0 oz) is 90 calories and I’ve been eating out of this bag for weeks. So awesome. So yummy.

On another note*, I’m really slow at this (clearly) but thank you http://soitslacey.tumblr.com/ & http://45pounds.tumblr.com/ for answering my question on a post from a week or so ago! I really appreciate the help!

*I used to be really tech savvy and was pretty good at coding(if I do say so myself) and I totally don’t even remember how to link someone anymore. So, I’ll just be an old grandma and copy and paste their links. I’m a n00b. :P

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Attempting spaghetti squash tonight. I’ve seen it on my dashboard too many times not to try! This better be semi easy. :p

Fingers crossed!

But what should I use to figure out how many calories I should be eating every day?

Like, what’s the best website? What did you use?

Thank youuuuu (:

sailingtofinity:

how freaking amazing right?

well im going to give my not-so-old one away.

it has photoshop cs5 on it so its worth alot even being used.

after doing tumblr secret santa, i find i love making random people happy.

so here you go tumblr.

(the left one)

1) follow me

2) reblog

3) deadline is the 19th (thats two weeks) easy enough!

i will choose randomly from the rebloggs and make sure you are following me. then you will be notified in your ask! so have it open!

Everytime I see a runner, I wonder if they have a tumblr. ;)

So, I couldn’t help but get on the scale to see if I’ve improved at all since my ridiculous alarm technique.

195.6 - down 4 pounds after I made my way all the way back up to 199.7 since Monday.

I’ve been doing a good job with this and figuring out what my stomach feels like when I’m ACTUALLY hungry. Weird. ;p

So, I’m gonna keep it up and hopefully incorporate exercise into my life. Typing that just makes me wanna cry. I hope I learn to love exercise one day haha.

Hope everyone has a fantastic day! <3

Long time no see. 

I’ve finally gotten to the point where I have to do a bunch of ridiculous things in order to keep me motivated and on any kind of plan. So, if you don’t want to read what those embarrassingly ridiculous things are, then I hope you have a wonderful day/night! :)

We’ll start with the most embarrassing.

I set an alarm… or 12 on my phone to go off. It all starts at 8, when I wake up. Next is 9, shower. 1 - lunch. 3:30 - snack 1. 6 - dinner. and 7:30 Snack 2(if desired). 

I understand that’s really odd, but we’re gonna see how this goes. Hopefully it’ll just become routine and I can do everything around the times I’ve set. If that’s what it takes for me to control my eating, then so be it. It’s not hurting anyone. :)

Next - I got an erase board calendar thing. I guess the rest aren’t actually too ridiculous, just that first one. Basically, this calendar will be written on each week for every day with everything from school to exercise to places to be. The norm. This is on the back of my door on what will be the next thing -

My ‘Inspiration’ board. It doesn’t have much except for this collage I made in therapy… lol. :P And a picture of my little cousin and I because that little boy is my life. 

On the board i also have post it notes, which I’ll be making each night (fingers crossed, right?) of things I need to do each day including *trail which will probably be on there every single freaking day. 

So that’s the plan, stan! 

*I moved into a new apartment which includes a 3 mile trail with the most beautiful view and I have yet to visit it and make it my new place of exercise… hopefully. Maybe I can get some much needed fresh air everyday. We shall see. 

30DS round 1 - done

excited to do another round tonight! :)

so glad its friday, but i have nothing to do as usuallll. nothin new. im gonna sign up for the ronald mcdonald charity house thing to have something to do during my daysss. :D job searching sucks. anddd yeah. thats about it on my life. SO EXCITING YOU GUYS.  ;) hope everyone has a good FRIDAY! Kick some ass. Like always. :)

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